Friday, 6 November 2015

This Girl


There once was a girl. She has always lived in the shadows ever since her heart was broken by her family and a young boy she love whole heartedly. Ever since losing faith and trust towards her family and love, she started hating everyone else. A person could say that love was once brought to her, but later taken away by her source of love itself. Her presence wasn't important to anyone but herself... A person once said to her, "You are always and forever in your own world, you shall remember that the world doesn't entirely revolves around you." after hearing those words, she broke down entirely and wept her heart out. But soon, she realised that she doesn't exactly need the words of other people to continue living in this dark and dull world and that she could enjoy life perfectly well without other people blocking her desired path. She soon vowed to never trust anyone again and that she would rather live lonely than have people by her side and leave later.
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Years past as the girl lived her dark and lonely life. She was constantly busy from her own work and never once thought about revisiting her old life. She worked uniformly, suffering inside, wasting her youth. Other people would look at her and think to themselves that this lady was a workaholic leaving family and loved ones alone.. But they were wrong! It was HER family who abandoned her, left her soul to die.. It was them. But who would care what she said? No one! Exactly, no one at all. To her, the dark life was nice. Waking up to the surrounding darkness everyday was pleasure to her. She used to hate the darkness but was already loving it because it was her only family now, beside her, caring for her. It was the ultimate darkness loving her over and over again everyday.
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 One day, she finally thought of going to see her so called family. They were still living in same house and as she saw her parents, they looked happy as if nothing had happened previously and they were hugging a girl at the age she left her home. She was smiling happily holding on to her parents. The girl couldn't hold in her anger and clenched her fists so tightly her knuckles turned white. Soon, the house that was filled with laughter and warm, cosy light, changed to a series of screams, stifled ones and darkness. Unconsciously she started smiling as she finally realised her capability of such power.  She went away from her old house and went back. She continued doing her daily routine and watched the news. Her "family's" death was reported. The case was stated for murder but they couldn't find any evidence on it. Years went on normally with many more other murder cases at this time, the girl who was innocent was never innocent any more and had many other people or should I say... demons alongside her. There would be at least 10 murder cases each month and was under the category of unsolved cases... But who would have thought that it was a mere women who did all these cruel and brutal murders... but of course it wasn't her own hands. It was her pawns who did her dirty job for her.
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Days, weeks, months and years passed the girl was never said to be seen and she was gone. It was true that she had vowed to never believe in love. She continued like this. Days went on, trees withered, people died, and she was gone too... But her power did not, people continued to die, mysteries left unsolved. LOTS of them. People who tired to bother, or get close to her would die within three days of unknown causes. People investigated her and died of blood loss with scratches everywhere around their body... Though there are some places known to be where she would sit and enjoy the surroundings. Find her if you would dare to. She was said to sense peoples fears, she was even said to be able to read minds. Feeling afraid yet? But there's more...  It was true was suddenly gone but later she was said to be working with the newspaper company and loved writing stories. And one day, her administrative got angry with her and started cursing her but she kept her calm and that made her boss even more ticked off. He got even angrier but she looked at him with cold and piercing eyes like she was looking through his soul. A few moments later, the boss started coughing and was chocking blood out. The other workers panicked and called an ambulance, by the time the ambulance came.. it was already too late for the boss had already died. He was sent for an autopsy and was said that his death was of unknown reasons. Soon, she was gone again. Stories of her continued but she was never said to be seen ever again... 

Wednesday, 4 November 2015

-HUNCHES-

Don’t you ever feel a hunch before doing something sometimes? What if all those hunches we got were actually an earlier warning from our future self telling us to not follow the wrong path and do the right stuff the right way? I mean, have you ever taught of that.. don’t you feel it too? At times before we do something there’s sure to have at least a small hunch on something before we get to the stuff. It’s either bad or good or probably both! Based on what I experience and feel, 90% of the hunches are mostly true. I don’t know if that works for the rest of you people but that’s for you guys to find out yourselves. Sometimes I get a really bad feeling about doing something and I immediately change my mind about doing it. Honestly saying, I don’t know if these hunches could be considered as sixth sense or simply because of sensitivity or just my mind playing tricks on me.. I guess, that’s for YOU to decide.. as I have said earlier, it may also be our future selves telling us about the dangers ahead and are giving us warnings so we don’t mess up. I know it’s kind of hard for us to just listen and follow our hunches but don’t we all get that feeling sometimes like, “Damn! I should have done that/not done that” or simply just biting back curses on the things we regret doing. Well, we all have hunches at times and I am pretty much sure I am not the only one.. Maybe they’re even called survival instincts or what not and again, that’s for YOU to decide. Well, these stuff had always been a mystery to me and maybe some other people. Anyway, this will be the end of my crap. I hope everything that I have written could be digested by YOU the person reading this. Thank you.